10 week, 4 day scan tonight.
I'm getting tired of approaching every scan with a feeling of impending doom. As hard as I try, I just can't manage to convince my traitorous brain that everything is going to be okay. Every time I go in, I'm convinced that the dream is about to be over.
Not that I have any rational basis for my fears. Big boobs, check. Bloated belly, check. Mild nausea, check. So I ask you brain, wtf?
1 of 3 things that I hoped would happen today has. A good omen, perhaps. A visiting friend's flight to Amsterdam was not cancelled due to increased security at UK airports. The second thing that I hope will happen is that the bid we put in on the house we want is accepted. The third thing is a strong heartbeat. I could do two out of three as long as the thing we lose is the house.
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- rockmama
- 30-something mom, living and working in the UK. While the "Prawn" wrecks havoc with her toddler ways, I prepare for the arrival of the "Squid" in early 2010. Experienced member of the pregnancy loss club, so am ridiculously grateful.
5 comments:
Oh, no Rockmama, tell me otherwise, tell me the fear goes away....
i hope your lose the house!!!
really i hope luck comes on both.
Meg- Sad to say the mindfuck continues. But a baby that screams the house down at the end of it will be more than worth it! Lots of good, fear-free vibes coming your way!
Dawn- Me too! Although having both would be pretty sweet. :)
What an exciting day! I know it will go well.
I hope the scan goes well! Please update soon....
All the best,
Nilla
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